hypocrisy.

"i'm sick of the hypocrisy"

but the question lies,

am i the hypocrisy?

i see it in others

driving me mad

&it pulls at me.

for what i see in them

is what i run from inside

they reflect my fears.

my mind falls away

from the One my heart

&it brings me to tears

paused.

i feel the air

&i breathe it in

but it all just feels the

same.

just "passing through"

since the day i was born

but the passing

never came.

it's no longer staying

&more like stuck

yet there is no one

to blame.

so i feel

&look at my soul

it leaves, my flame.